Not today, but tomorrow

I am with no doubt inlove with LOVE...
I am  soon going  to find someone to love,
to love in the peculiar way I know.
but not today,
today is just to late...
but tomorrow I will ask God a second chance

Hopefully someone my age,
so we can enjoy and discover many things together.
So we can listen to music, to old one, so we can pretend we have known each other for  a long time.
I have been acting a little crazy, a little weird, a little bit dangerous.
I have done something that I might never forget.
I ended with a life...my life

I have abandoned so many good things life has to offer for me.
I have been deppressed and feeling lonely.
I have lost  my way... my plans, my choices...
Many bad decision taking...it includes, well you know who...

Today is late to to fix everything,
today is just to late...
but tomorrow I will ask God a second chance.
because I feeel really sad for everything that has happened in my life, in the deepest and darkest corner of my life.
I need a new start and I can not wait 6 months.

First thing build character, or maybe not to build it but  to find it again,
in the road where it got lost.

I need desperately to know what to do.
but not today...
Today is just to late...

but tomorrow...
Tomorrow I will ask God a second chance.